I can’t keep doing this
And I don’t want to keep doing this.
I really just don’t want anything anymore.
My head’s a mess. I can’t think straight.
All I can think about is how I don’t want to think anymore…
and you. That unattainable you.
Fuck this.
I need something more. Something to keep me going. The hopelessness of this is drowning me. I need to find some kind of concrete solace.